my BiRtHdAy celebration

Presents from my bestfriends...

happy BIRTHDAY to me...i was celebrated my 20 birthday with my bestfriends jst now.it is a special celebration,i enjoy it even though i really super ultra full just now.i know i should said like tat but really full untill wan to vomit(sori to the foods...),make me feel tired also so i keep quiet when we having dinner at hot tomato chili.sori to my friends,should not spoilt their mood but i really cant really move n talk cos i scare i will vomit all the food,aiye...cant imagine the scene.

TODAY SCEDULE:::
i meet clody to go bugis bought paper first,is she wan to buy,not me,i jst kepo and follow her went bugis.then we meet lexy to have sakae sushi's beffet at city hall.it is a scary beffet but we enjoy it cos we really eat until wan to vomit(i tell myself i wont go for beffet n sushi in next 10 years,haha...).then we meet yi ling to go plaza sing and meet khai xin over there...

i guess my bestfriends wan to celebrate my birthday in hot tomato chili BUT....they are so popular until have people q for the seat so the boss ask us to pay n it is very obviously he wan us left...then we move our place to the public-infront of the plaza sing,wo....a lot of people over there.this is the first time i celebrate my birthday in the public,it is so special,enjoyable n memorable...

during tat time,my bestfriend from australia-boooon xiannnn,called me n wish me happy birthday.wah....thanks to her,we chat around 25 minutes...i m so touching n appreciate it.i m wonder will it be expensive fr her hp bill???

BUT i fell SORRY to khai xin,le xin,cloudy n yi ling cos they wait for me to sing birthday song n cut the chocolate cake,hope they wont mind.they bought a chocolate cake for me + 1 top shop bag.yi ling give me a necklace which she create herself,it is nice and unique...i dun know weather it is suit me onot cos i m not so girly but i still will wear it...(hem..maybe i should change to become more girly,i m 20 now should打扮,haha...jst copy wad my aunt told me jst now);cloudy gave me a strawberry ice-cream scented lip gloss and a letter(her illustration become nicer n nicer.o,she talk a lot of thing to me.i wonder y all the present from my bestfriends so girly,maybe they wan me to become more girly so i wont be les...haha...anyway,thanks to them,i like all the present.thanks god let me know all my bestfriends n family.they give me hapiness.o ya,forgot to said wai sun give me 1 bear which replace the totoro tat i wan.no choice,too exp.

o ya,i also receive birthday sms from the ppl tat i never expect they will know my birthday like my cousin n friend...thanks to them...

before i finish this,i wan to tell u guys 1 ting.i took bus 15 to meet cloudy today then got 1 fat uncle(around 50 + )board the bus n i found he is so iritating...cos he sit beside me n there have a lot of empty seats in bus during tat time but dunno y he wan to sit beside me.the problem is i think he sit too close to me,i feel very uncomfortable cos the side of our buttock almost stick together n i feel it...omg,i keep moving n try to give him the hint that he is too close to me but he is a dumb.sigh...then i only left few more stops so dun care n he never molest me so forget it la.if he try to molest me,i will slap him...think is he a bit fat so need more space n he think other people also do like tat.haiz...i dun mind if he is a handsome guy but uncle...(k,just kidding only,i will slap all the molester no matter they r handsome guy or uncle)

my SPECIAL birthday

OOOOO........today is my 20 birthday.wah...my age start with 2,no more 1.haha...it is a bit weird,havent use to it...

my 20 birthday is really a special birthday in my life cos i learn alot of things.human are very weird,cos we think,we have emotion n different people differnet thinking,that is why have (一种米养百种人).is not easy we can find someone have the same thinking like us so if we have bestfriend,family or love partner,we should appreciate it.it is fate,we cant skip it.anyway,back to my topic.i really think that i change a lot since i came to singapore,i become a bit 孤僻.i was chating with a "old friend"tat i long time never contact jst now.he told me that we should know more friend and always smile.he is right,human life should be like that.

i was having problem with my bestfriend yesterday n i never think she will have that reactioin after she heard i wan to go back malaysia.i really shock when i knew it and i realize something,she care so much about me.i really feel so touching and happy.i always have a 信念in my mind,once u r my bestfriend and family,it wont change,it cant change,nothing can replace so she no need said sorry to me cos as your bestfriend,i can understand your feeling.
朋友就像家人，要互相体谅，谅解。酱才会行成自然界的平衡.

K,a lot of people wish me happy birthday jst now.i feel so surprise by some of them cos i thought no people will remember it.haha...n i realize i have so many friends.maybe lexin is right,i think too much.actually i have alot of friends but i always think they are not so close to me anymore.sigh...i still post the 谁是我的真心朋友，i am so stupig and funny.haiz...no matter wad happen,they are still are my friends.i dun care wad their mind thinking,once they are my friend,they will be my friend in my whole life.o ya,i should said that i feel so happy and touching when i heard boon xian wan to give me a surprise even thought i change my hp number n forgot to tell her.opps...another is jia lin,i never expect she will said happy birthday to me cos i never wish her happy birthday since so many years ago.i think i should remember it next year.

Positive thinking will make our life more easy and happy.that is why i like to said,i dun know and i dun care.we really have to calm down to think whe we sink into depression.depression is so scary....i hate it,it will make our mind blank.aiye...i remember one of the hk atress said 人生快乐也要过，不快乐也要过，倒不如选择快快乐乐过一身，酱才不回辜负上天给我们做人的机会（后面那句是我自己加上去的）哈哈。。。when we face problem,we have to face and solve it.jst wad my uncel told me the earth wont stop turning for you so you have to use to it.think i explain in chinese cos my eng not good.地球不会因我们而停止转动，我们要去适应它；问题不会因我们而不见，我们要去解决它。

HaPpy hOuR

wow....finally i start my holiday but feel abit lonely cos everyone working except me.anyway,i wan to write about my last week happy hour.first...wendy had organised a bbq last friday,is fun n too much food.opps...is my fault cos i keep told them that will be not enough food cos i thought a lt of people will attend the bbq and i know ah bang will attend (i thought he will eat a lot of food)but he never eat a lot in that nite.i dun know y...anyway,it is a successful bbq.thanks...wendy.u r a good organiser.

O...i have to credit some people in that nite cos they 烧the chicken untill very nice.it is the first time i ate the chickens are in fully in cook and no need 烧 second time.i ate around 5 pieces of chicken wings in that bbq plus other food.omg...it is a lot.haha...too bad i forgot to take pic cos my mind only think of food during that time.i reached home at 12 last friday,it is a first time i hang put with friends untill 12 in singapore.luckily i still able to took last bus to reach home.

second is my aunt treat me a dinner in Nihon Mura last sunday...she said take it as my birthday present
THANKS,BE YI...
all the sushi no bad n it is very cheap,only 99 cent per 1.wow...we ate quite a lot,we ate around 32 plate.obviously 32 plates are not only for we 2,there are also for my grandma and my 4 yi and her family.

Working life...

Today is the second day i worked in games event for point media.it is super tired when i am on my way to tampinese.i feel so sleepy and want to vomit(maybe is i read book in the bus).ooo...i should tell u guys i am reading the Phantom Of The Opera now.hehe...is in chinese version because chinese is more easy to read for me and i dont want to spent another 2 years to finish 1 english story book which is the record tat i read Da Vinci Code.but i stil have to admit it is a nice book and storyline.i like the writer to explain all the brotherhood,holy grail,solomon and other.no matter is it true onot but i still like it.

All people surrounding me laught at me because i spent 2 years to finish Davinci Code while my aunt use 1 week to finish it.wowo...the phatom of the opera also very good.it is the first book that i can read in the bus.i super concentrate on it.hope i can finish it in 3 weeks because my public library card is going to expire soon.that is why i wisely use it (k,i dont know it is correct way to write like that).actually i want to borrow Angel and Demon(another book written by Dan Brown) but i cant get it and i saw The Phatom OF The Opera so i jst borrow it.hehe...my uncle said i should read more english book because kampung kids can really express someting in english very weel.ya,is true but i still like chinese book.k,i will read another 2 english book after i finish The Phantom Of The Opera.hem...i will spend 4 years to finish that 2 books.haha...

Ok,ok,back to my working topic.it is super hot in my working place,i dont know y.i can smell the sweat from my armpit.omg...it is super hot and a lot of mosquito.my colleague-Theresa complain to the boss so he ask someone wnt to buy 驱蚊油 then ask all of us to apply it because the boss wont responsible for us if we have any problem.sigh...but Theresa still bitten by mosquito.aiye...cheap product...useless

oo...i forgot to said.there have one foreigner kid came to play at archery with his mum.unfortunately he didnt won anything but he is very funny,he still ask me so what did i get!!!opps...anyway i still gave him a free sticker...my boss will kill me if he knew it.

yeah...i got 6 pack of popcorn before i left the working place because left a lot of pack and the boss ask us to take it so i got 6 packs.

*ps...i wan tto thanks to wendy cos she brough some mooncake for me which is made from her mum,is very nice,got小猪仔,red wine and gren tea flavour.i like all...(i got pic but very blur...)

谁是我的朋友？？？

一直以来，我都以为我是受欢迎的朋友但我错了。我每次开开心心的跟许久不见的朋友聊天，但他们都不太乐意似的。我原先没什么感觉，一直到刚刚，我终于发现了。
真心的交朋友却得不到真心的回报。
看来是时候我该面对现实了，大家都变了，我们都不在是以前的我们。我不可能永远都欺骗自己只是距离的问题，真正的问题是大家的性格都变了。单凭我个人的力量是得不到真心的友谊。
学院里的朋友说我很幸福拥但我却觉得很虚幻。表面上是一套，骨子里是另一套。
算了吧，既然大家那么不愿意，就放弃吧。
命中注定是我的朋友就是我的朋友。
我还是把心思放在真正想跟我做朋友的人。
交个朋友也那么难。
可能是我的性格，虽然我平时爱跟他们争论但我真的是真心跟他们做朋友，他们有难，我会尽心尽力帮他们。我以为这就是真正的友情但我错了，人类真麻烦，这样不行，那样也不行，我还是跟电视机和电脑做朋友。

OMG

omg,my mac mac really have problem.
it will ask me shutdown and restart again.o,please...no,i m broke now,i dun have extra money to sent my mac mac to medical checkup.sigh...
y everyone so broke???actually i didn't buy a lot of cloth and yet i didn't make up but i still dun understand where am i spent my money.
food or transport???
i cant deny that food and transport are the most part i spent.anyway,i start to work as part timer in an event company last month.but i only earn around 50+,so sad...cant even afford to buy the bus concession.haha...i never dream to earn a lot of money or become a millionaire,i just want to earn money that can cover my life.

hey

hi my friends!!!!