my SPECIAL birthday

OOOOO........today is my 20 birthday.wah...my age start with 2,no more 1.haha...it is a bit weird,havent use to it...

my 20 birthday is really a special birthday in my life cos i learn alot of things.human are very weird,cos we think,we have emotion n different people differnet thinking,that is why have (一种米养百种人).is not easy we can find someone have the same thinking like us so if we have bestfriend,family or love partner,we should appreciate it.it is fate,we cant skip it.anyway,back to my topic.i really think that i change a lot since i came to singapore,i become a bit 孤僻.i was chating with a "old friend"tat i long time never contact jst now.he told me that we should know more friend and always smile.he is right,human life should be like that.

i was having problem with my bestfriend yesterday n i never think she will have that reactioin after she heard i wan to go back malaysia.i really shock when i knew it and i realize something,she care so much about me.i really feel so touching and happy.i always have a 信念in my mind,once u r my bestfriend and family,it wont change,it cant change,nothing can replace so she no need said sorry to me cos as your bestfriend,i can understand your feeling.
朋友就像家人，要互相体谅，谅解。酱才会行成自然界的平衡.

K,a lot of people wish me happy birthday jst now.i feel so surprise by some of them cos i thought no people will remember it.haha...n i realize i have so many friends.maybe lexin is right,i think too much.actually i have alot of friends but i always think they are not so close to me anymore.sigh...i still post the 谁是我的真心朋友，i am so stupig and funny.haiz...no matter wad happen,they are still are my friends.i dun care wad their mind thinking,once they are my friend,they will be my friend in my whole life.o ya,i should said that i feel so happy and touching when i heard boon xian wan to give me a surprise even thought i change my hp number n forgot to tell her.opps...another is jia lin,i never expect she will said happy birthday to me cos i never wish her happy birthday since so many years ago.i think i should remember it next year.

Positive thinking will make our life more easy and happy.that is why i like to said,i dun know and i dun care.we really have to calm down to think whe we sink into depression.depression is so scary....i hate it,it will make our mind blank.aiye...i remember one of the hk atress said 人生快乐也要过，不快乐也要过，倒不如选择快快乐乐过一身，酱才不回辜负上天给我们做人的机会（后面那句是我自己加上去的）哈哈。。。when we face problem,we have to face and solve it.jst wad my uncel told me the earth wont stop turning for you so you have to use to it.think i explain in chinese cos my eng not good.地球不会因我们而停止转动，我们要去适应它；问题不会因我们而不见，我们要去解决它。