aBIGproblem

sigh!!!!what wrong to you,chan sin yee????

I also dont understand,maybe i need to go consult doctor and check out my mind and my brain.should be the wireless problem! ;D

ok,i need to admit that i always wear a mask in my life!!!i dont like the mask!the mask make me very very tired!even though i always told myself you have to live for yourself but actually i didnt apply that theory to myself,i feel that i always live for my family and my friend.But i remember i am not that kind of gal when i was in secondary,em...i am super self center ppl.xixi~~~~

i know complain is not a good ting but for me,complain is just voice out what you think in your mind,it doesnt mean u give up or wad,it just a break for me.no matter how optimistic a human are,they still need complaint cos we are human that have emotional.i dont understand why people can complaint but i cannot,i dont have a right to complaint???do i?i am not ask for sympathy but is support.

when ppl complain,i try to agree and try to encourage them cos that is what the most i want to heard when i am in bad mood or complaining.i remember when i had my scary period,i try to tell myself,ok,Chan Sin Yee,now is your mind problem,no complaining,is your problem.I am so angry to myself that i am a timid gal that i dont have courage to tell anyone.what i can do is keep everything to myself,and finally wad i become.
good,is a monster.

The most scary illness in the world is mentally problem.