Thursday, December 10, 2009

run AWAY???

If i am crazy and irresponsible person.i...i think i will jst leave everyting here and run away....this is the ting that i always want to do....but not for now...

i jst want to have the life i want!!!and i know wad i want

i always think i put in so much effort in everyting but no one see that!!!!they think i am just no enthu in that or i just anyhow said yes...if i said yes...mean i make the promise so i will try my best to keep the promise.

i love everyone...does they love me???
maybe not...

Friday, August 28, 2009

- - / :) LUCK

Just finish read hee haw blog.2009 really dun like us.man!!!first,economic crisis...hard to look for job then so many ting happen around me,not me but my friends and family.

first,ming hao vomit blood again,make everyone sad and worry,i saw my aunt cry over the phone while talked to my third aunt in london.me n foong zi tong stone there,luckily,i still able to respond n pass her tissue papers.but he is better now.hope he can go back to malaysia after

next,is hee haw n lau huang.
kx...i also shock that.lau huang's sis...very scary,no planning at all...

i know y yan yan cry after read kx blog,i did cry too.haiz,now i fully understand my grandma feeling.my aunt n uncle as well.

*khai xin,i know u know this,but i want to tell u again,they fight until now.i know u will said they got sibling,dun worry,we can replace your sis n bro to fight with u.i know u dun wan drag them into the problem.sigh,y the guy like tat,i tot only my hometown's uncle will be like tat!!! you must be strong to protect your mum,now that only you can protect her.dun lost to the slut!!!

OK,I WILL FOLLOW WHAT I SAW IN THE SECRET
i have GOOD LUCK!!!
k,guys,cheer up and be strong,i will pass my good luck and love to u guys too.
i will share my family love to your guys too.my mum will automatically have few more daughters.haha...my house will always welcome u guys and i will ask my mum cook foods for u guys.but my hometown super boring :(
n the moat IMPORTANT,i will believe lexin and khai xin will meet micky and chang min and have HAPPY FAMILY. STRONGLY BELIEVE!!!

everybody deserve a happy family,if your parent never give u,u have the ability to create it by yourself!!!

GOOD LUCK IS WAITING FOR US!!! :)

Monday, July 20, 2009

randomPOST

ooooo...long time didnt update my blog.duno wad was i busy for last few weeks!!!

anyway,i got a temp job now.i am lexy assistant,today is the first day of work then also is a first day i use wacom.wowo...is fun but my thumb very pain.n i think my progress a bit slow.ok,i must SPEED UP!!!

ok,i found my favorite composer.
JOE HISASHI and CARTER BURWELL
ok,i know Joe Hisashi more because he is the composer for Hayao Miyazaki's animation series.it super ultra nice...if i have a chance,i will go in to the theater to enjoy his concert.i like Spirited Away,Castle in the Sky and Nausicaä of the Valley of the Wind.

hem...CARTER BURWELL.So far i only know 1 of his music through Twilight.
My favorite is Bella's Lullaby...jst like the JOE HISASHI's music.i know i know i like it since the first time i heard it.

*i never have the feeling love in first sight to any guy GIRL but i do in music when the first time i heard it...maybe it come with visual impact so i have a very strong impression about it!!!

*maybe i will have the feeling love in first sight to girl!!!haha...

MY FAVORITE COUPLE.
i cant found the Nausicaä of the Valley's couple picture.onli have the girl image...




ooooo...long time didnt update my blog.duno wad was i busy for last few weeks!!!

Friday, June 12, 2009

a movie MUST watch..

yeah...finally watch my DREAM movie...DANCE,SUBARU...

k, i never regret spent $10 to watch this movie.is worth althought i think it abit short.xixi...when i first saw the trailer,i tell myself i want to watch this,i want...even my friend suspect that i want to watch the tvxq or the movie itself...now i can tell u(o o,i watch of the movie n maybe have 20% of the tvxq) but me,lexin n cloudy still very excited when we saw tvxq.lexin keep beating me when she saw huahau,changmin and xia.

this movie is sad and touching...sad because of the brother and the aunt die.touching because the commitment behind the dream.the commitment she make with her brother.maybe the promise become her motive!!!althought she accidentally said that she someting to hurt her brother but she will guilty and sad after that and try to use ballet to apologize but ...

end up,she dance for herself
*we should live for ourself too

actaully,i keep tearing when i watch this movie.dun know y.this is the firs time i cry for nothing,if other movie i know the story line make me sad but this movie,even she dancing,i oso can feel tear in my eyes.
*perhaps too touching when see the girl's determination.
haha..maybe think i m crazy...
and now i undertsand the tvxq's bolero mtv.haha...

i like the trailer...
no matter what they said, no matter what they do, listen to your heart, and follow that beat,
无论他人说什么, 无论他人作什么,倾听内心深处的声音,跟随那节拍

***wowo...this movie's director is a hong kong man...cool...


the gals are pretty!!!

Thursday, May 21, 2009

move to NEW chapter!!!

Finally,graduated from TDS.

atfist,i dun have any feeling until i saw the gift and notes from my friends.yeah...they make me cy esp lau wang.y u like tat,i will always meet u lo.sound like u gg get marriage to korea,leave me in sing alone.although i promise i will cry in your weeding but not now,now onli graduation ceremony.3 years really past very fast,now really abit scare.we are gg to turn to 30 soooooooooon.

except than sad,they also make me feel guilty cos i never prepare anyting for my friends,omg,gosh.i should be more (xi xin).ok,it is time to take action.

after view all my friends post the pic on facebook,now i really feel that i graduated from sch,no more student life.as i know,i really wont meet some of my coursemates anymore unless i accidentally meet them on street.sorry have to said tat...

aiye..omg...become working girl...



my second family!!!



Malaysia rock!!!



the most gorgeous COFFEE PRINCE & PRINCESS

here are the gift and note from my best friends...



a frame and a letter from khai xin.



a pack of cookies and a small note from wendy
opps,sorri,i finish the cookies cos it is nice.xixi... ><




a pack of gift and a book from yan yan...



lastly is a souvenir from genee from !

Wednesday, May 13, 2009

RaNdOmPoSt!!!

Since i have post a negatif post in previous,now let me post a happy post.cheerUP everyone!

after i read khai xin and le xin post.i jest feel like i wan to post this.xixi....

ya,now i feel we are more like FAMILY than friends.yo....i got new family members....xixixixi.....

i probably wont love tvxq forever but i will love u guys forever....

i love all my friends...whoever treat me as friends will receive my love 2

Wahahaha...

Monday, May 11, 2009

改变

我原本以为我是不会改变。虽然朋友都说我没变但我却隐约觉得自己在慢慢的改变了。我总引以为傲的乐观性格好像也在慢慢疏远我了,换来了胡思乱想的毛病当我的租客。

我一直秉持快乐是最重要的信念,所以什么都没放在心上。总是吊儿郎当的性格。但最近胡思乱想找上我了,每天在四面墙的房里跟它做朋友。把自己逼得快疯了。幸亏我还有跑步这事能打发时间及让自己呼吸新鲜的空气。虽然这里看到的天空没家乡的多但勉强先顶着吧,总比把自己逼疯得好。看着蓝天白云。。。心情也自然有了色彩。

说个好笑的事吧,我希望我的世界永远像我小时候一样天真无邪。但我知道这只是自己的一个幻想。因为我觉得大人的世界脚步很快,又得用心计。麻烦又累。找份工都得比别人快。还得用尽心思去取得老板的青睐。哈哈,因为如此的思想,被家人说我心很老。

好吧,我应该跟过去说再见,勇往直前。但基本的性格是不会变,我要努力坚守自己的信念
〜快乐永远比任何事来得重要,上天给我做人的机会是要我享受人身而不是受苦。
〜我要把我的脚印印在世界的每个角落里
〜最基本的亲情,友情也不能消失。其实爱情也是一样但世界变了,很多不婚族出现。
但不能怪他们,月老在工作时把他们遗忘了。

如果拥有这三样在加上梦想和快乐。。。

我是个矛盾的天枰。虽喜欢冒险却讨厌陌生;喜欢热闹,同时也喜欢平静。哈哈,我的朋友们肯定说对,你就是这样。。。

终于明白为什么人在深夜时特别容易情绪化和觉得很忧郁因为宁静的深夜特别容易让人胡思乱想。
bingo!!!一点也没错。

虽然迟了两天,但还是祝全天下伟大的妈妈们。。。。。母亲节快乐。。。。。
*妈妈冒险生下小孩是世界上最伟大的事所以男人们应该多体谅老婆,不要搞三搞四

抱歉丑了点。。。

Sunday, April 19, 2009

our DREAM!!!

Just saw khai xin email n know that she very lost and stress.think everyone in our gang also in the same stage.i really like 撞邪,i dont know what was i doing last few weeks at sing.slack n do nothing.feel like wasting my life.omg..like wad lexin said,we dont know wad we want in our life.seriously,human life must full of HOPE n DREAM.

I realize that through my aunt yesterday.she was using my com to search about London trip.she totally dun know wad she seacrh like seach a needle in ocean.OMG,i realize that wad lexin said that (we dont know wad we want).finally,i undersatnd wah she said.After i realize my aunt situation,i also know my situation juts like her,i keep drag my time n slack.like never move a step,jst spin and run in the same spot.

i know khai xin very dispointed bout her result cos the gpa drop.khai xin,jia you.dun fade up about the result.result is not represent everyting.if u really like design,u must 坚持you dream.atleast u try,if u never try,u never try.dun let yourself have chance to said regret to yourself.

k,since u like tvxq so much,maybe this help u.i saw a fans comment last night.she also tvxq fans,n she also a student.just like us,she also very stress about her homework n life.everytime when she feel very stress and wan to give up,she will think back about tvxq n they are more 辛苦 and坚持 to continue their dream.so she will told herself to jia you too.k,maybe they are not so辛苦 for other people.but we still can use the same theory.when we feel stress and wan to give up,let think about other ppl life.it is a encouragement an motive for us to continue our life.

EVERYBODY CHEER UP.
GOD give u chance to become a human is want us to enjoy life not torture ourself.

- -
+ 当你感到伤心时,将眼睛眯成一条线,嘴巴定在十的嘴型

Wednesday, April 8, 2009

LE XIN BOYFRIEND ORICON ~ Latest News

According to sinyee information, LX Oricon Top 3 BF has a big changes...let me updates to you what is the changes...

LX ORICON TOP 3 BF Single Daily Charts

G-DRAGON from Big Bang takes the #1 spot


G-Dragon



TOP


Tae Yang

Althought LX has new lover but she still never forget tvxq n shinee.....let see the daily charts for that 2 boybands
TVXQ / DBSK

XIA takes the #1 spot

XIAH


KIM HUAHUA


MICKY (drop from top 1)

For Shinee...remain the same....but i m not sure about the top 2 and top 3
JONG HYUN remain the top 1

Jong Hyun


top 2 of Shinee should be melon....


top 3 should be KEY...

#i grab Shinee pic from a vietnam girl's blog...( she also a kpop fan)
thanks....



Friday, April 3, 2009

wowowow

k...my first school...diploma show!!!haha...
*thanks to my cousin/uncle who come to support me!!!



VSC's area...


my first camping in ecp!!!i like it even i feel so disgusting with my sticky body!!! fulfill my dream lay on beach in the nite to watch starts!!!
LOVE IT,LOVE IT!!!


k...this is not my first dinner in ikea but just love it!!!
food,food...bambaya~haha...



happy belated to my dear sister ...
chan sin hui,HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!! present,present,present!!!
rumpalapapa,rum papa!!!

Tuesday, March 24, 2009

back

k,i should update my blog.em...i never touch it since after fyp.haha...busy to watch korea show n chat everyday so almost forget about my blog.

first....really have to congratulate to my sis,the gal get 11a n 1 b in her o level.omg...luckily i m her elder sis,not her younger sis,if nt,i will stress like hell.anyway,i promise her to give her gift is to treat her to tvxq concert if they go to Malaysia.haha...wonder will they got o Malaysia to have their Mirotic's concert???

k,this is the first time i am so desperate to go concert,i wan to see hua hua's face.GOSH....HOW COME A MAN HAS A GIRL's PRETTY FACE,he is even pretty than a normal girl esp his nose (i want his nose), guess how many female hormone in his body.k,i am really crazy,i always spot the guy who have pretty face like girl.i fell so amaze by that!!!maybe i am a visual person!!! i saw his mum pic,dun even prettier than him,omg,i think i should study about human's DNA. then explore pretty and handsome DNA.


hua hua and u know.perfect guys...
(i wish to become like them if i am a guy)


u know look good in spec....the nose is so important to support the spec!!!
WHY I HAVE A FLAT NOSE!!!


ooooo....i should announce a good news which all my sing's best friend know it but i havent tell my masia's friends.boon xian...i will go London on 23 of May.maybe i fell is so unbelievable so i dun really want people know it until i back from London,then i can shout to everyone i just back from London.haha...anyway,it is enough for my best friends know it.

*dear friends,i will try to earn some pocket money and buy souvenir for u guys (hope my aunt will bring me to cheap market).

i fell so surprise to c the aunt boon xian left comment in my chat box....(she is gg to be aunt soon,so i start to call her aunt boon xian).i shall send u an email.

wowo...finally dip show is coming.ooo...the feeling so weird cos i never attend this kind of function before.wonder how is look like.if got chance,i will try to take some picture as memory....

~hope the economic will getting better...i need to start hunt for job soon.
pls...i wan to save money for my korea n japan trip!!!
job job job...

Wednesday, February 25, 2009

> <

K,everyone post new post to thanks everyone.think i also need to do that...

YEAH.....it really amazing because i finish my fyp on time....omg...really.we struggling for past 4 months then now is over.YES, YES,YES...

i feel abit sad because i never do properly,i know i am very(jian) because never pay more effort while doing it but i am glad i can last until last minute,never freak out,still can go scream and jump.haha...

seriously,i scare i will become crazy because of fyp after i heard pat said had 1 girl freak out because cant handle the stress.i scare i become like her so i cry before deadline ont he way walk to my home.fell so paisei and sorry to my aunt and uncle(sorry not bb tong)because they shock when they saw me cry.then the bb tong still ask me-sin yee jie jie,u cry???omg...i should learn how to handle my stress.

ya,i should thanks to all my friends who fight the fyp with me,family that always help me and my Malaysia's friends who always never chat with in during msn.haha...

dear yan yan,i know u also almost crazy so we 2 always kisiao together...ya,random call in the midnight,it become our habit now...haha...then you are the first friend who come over my house to work with me whole nite,non sleep until 7 o clock.wowo....first time to do that...good memory.yeah..thanks for keep send the shinee video to me,make me addicted to them n become kpop fans now.i also found my dream guys now...alos,google alot of tvxq video and send to me.thanks for everything that u accompany me,i know we still always argue and fight,but end up we are still best friend.no choice,this is our patern,cant change and will last forever until we old.

dear khai xin,thanks for your mounting,u are pro in it.i like it...THANKS...your are very good,always buy food for us in com lab,sorry i never treat you food.dun worry,wait until i work then i can treat you.haha...we still wan to go the concert together,but i need to find a good reason to tell my family first,if not,they will nag me.thanks for the song u send us and always help us download song and video.haha...sorry,i didnt mean it last time that always said u listen to Korea song.they are really amazing,i must control myself,i should switch some of the passion from tvxq to design.haha...if not,i will ever come out good design.u guys have very good design's sense so dun worry,only me.

dear cloudy,thanks to help me check grammer and give me idea and inspiration.even we seldom meet up,but still thanks to u accompany me and we all crazy and play in com before deadline.u really need to relax and distress.dont push yourself too hard.ignore your mummy,just do whatever you like,no need compare to other people.u should always hang out with us,so u can distress and get more inspiration.haha..

dear nana,thanks to you help me check grammar.haha..yeah...like hee haw said,we are worry for you when you was in india but we will so proud of you when u back with excellent works.yea..u also need confident,u guys mst learn from waisun.thanks for always stay in lab with us until quite late.haha...although u never sing,think u must learn to sing so can join us next time.thanks for share the india story with us.we will go backpack,no matter what happen,i will go backpack with u in my life, at least 1 time.so keep 1 time for me,yeah...

waisun,ya,sorry no dear because your guy,if you are girl,i will give you dear too. thanks for always help me buy bubble tea...i know u very tired so THANKS...o,thanks for always like papa always ask me do work and stop watching video.not sure are you influent by cloudy onot,1 very motherly,1 very fatherly.k,even you 2 are younger than me but you 2 seriously like my third father and mother.i feel surprise u also join us for wonder girl but is good.we all kpop's fans now.haha...anyway,THANKS...dont always said sorry to me for the warabi ting,i just kidding only.

*ps,i forgot to allow waisun to view my blog but i will invite him later.

dear boon xian,sorry for didnt accompany you when you back from aus.but i promise i will go over and stay back at your house next year CNY.then we have pillow talk.ya..i m looking forward to it.i also feel sorry because i plant to call you before you go aus but i was too busy so cant make it.k,i will accompany you next year CNY.thanks for encourage me.ya, if your are emo again,jst let me know,i will accompany you,we can skype and msn.i am free on anytime.

dear o o,thanks for always chat with me through msn.is make me relax and distress.i feel sorry to u guys because cant go back meet up with you.my singing really very suck,i know u guys try to help me,make me sing but i really dont have good voice.but i will pratice latest song so can go karaok with you guys next time.

*i dont think my other Malaysia friends will read my blog so forget it but still thanks to them la.o ya,eik sen,he encourage me too but too bad i never invite him to read my blog.haha...

my lovely family,my aunt who always never ask me do housework and consult my work.seriously,i feel guilty about it,i will mop and sweap the floor now.my uncle who never ask me wash bathroom,i hate it,man.my beyi lend me money and encourage me too.thanks to my lovely parent and sibling who support me.i always fa biqi to my mum,sorry because i feel stress when she ask em about my project.hope i can pass so wont let her down,PLS..I JST WAN TO PASS

o ya,thanks to the fanny jie jie who purposely come n help us print and help em make a call,the print shop aunt who wait for me until so late.the sandy and her colleague who help me to drew 2 holes in the early of the morning,i will buy you cokes.


last is shinee,wonder girls and tvxq.although u guys wont read my blog but thanks to make me and my friend's life more relax and happy.also,thanks foru guys.me and my friends more closer than before even we are very close before but now we are really like a team.sorry never buy your albums cos i really broke now.but i will promote kpop to the people surround me.

k,it is a very log post.anyway,just thanks to everyone who help me and bear with mine bad temper.i love u guys...muaks...

Wednesday, February 4, 2009

wergoingto21

omg,i m going to 21.so old....haha...

jst finish chat with my friend, found out everyone start to worry about partner.it is very hard to find a good guy,sigh,where are all he good guys hiding? is not easy to find,i have no time to think about it.i know my mum also very worry about me.it is so funny when i c her expression,sorry have to said tat cos she dun let me have bf during seconday sch n now she worry about me.

k,i m too boyish and gangster.haha...but got bf also not a good deal cos i saw some of my friend also worry about the bf or the bf got another gf,bla bla.so scary....

N the BIG BIG BIG deal is i havent finish my fyp.shit,stupig fyp.left 15 days,i will rush like crazy women.i will scream after my fyp finish cos reali very stress,cant sleep well,CANT PLAY WELL, cant watch my drama comfortable.

pls,allow me to finish my fyp on time and i dun wan go e.e.

Wednesday, January 14, 2009

WoNdErFuLdAy

OOOOOOOOOOOO,MY WONDERFUL DAY....
today is my wonderful since struggling for the fyp.hehe.

K,let me tell you my schedule,

First,i meet,hee haw,wendy,cloudy and lexy at 10 at somerset to go cineleisure to watch PONYO ON THE CLIFF BY THE SEA.It is a Japan animation by Sudio Ghibli,my favorite animator HAYAO MIYAZAKI and his best partner JOE HISASHI latest work.haha...finally,i fulfill my dream to watch their movie on cinema.YES,i think is it nice even thought have alot of ppl dun like,but all his works story line are like this,this is his style.it always have a lot of question that we can treat it as logic way.but honestly,his works really very nice,he deserve the OSCAR best animation reward.

then i also create my own record today,watch 2 movies continuously in the same day.YES,I LIKE MOVIE.i can do it again if i have money.ya,me n lexy second movie is......RED CLIFF 2.wow.......our dream movie since we watch the part 1 in the cathy.i promise to treat lexin's roommate to watch but her weird attitude.even i wan to treat her,she also wont come so ignore her.

RED CLIFF 2 also very nice,jst abit...dun know how to said.maybe lexin is right,the part 2 never show so much about 金成武compare to part 1 and i was eating burger king while watch it so abit like cant concentrate.(it sound abit silly)anyway,the director should show more about him,he so handsome,talented,funny and alot.the tony leong also not bad,he also very funny.YES,it is a good movie.
conclusion is every CHINESE should watch RED CLIFF.

i am waiting for transformer 2 now.it also a nice movie.

after tat,me n lexin have shopping trip.OMG,i cant belief i spent so much in bugis street but it for my CNY.haha..yes,i feel so happy today even i feel super tired,k,i should have a wonderful day for myself is once a month in future.

k,thanks to hee haw,wendy n cloudy to accoompany me to watch the super early movie,ponyo and lexin for whole day to accompany me create new record n shopping.

Wednesday, January 7, 2009

whoooooooreeeeeeeeeeeeee

slap u,slap u,slap u,slappppppppppppppp uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu
wale upppppppppppppppppppppppppp

k,i will be more clear and more strong after this.
i really feel tired and my brain only tell me want to sleep,ignore my fyp.no enthu at all,lost interest and totally into hopeless.

ya,i know myself very well,my mum always said me,no patient(三分钟热度)。yes,i am.that is y i spent my mum a lot of money to buy material for me then i leave it there.

even my fyp,a very important work for y life,i also feel no interesting at all now.i went to watch movie with lexy n kx.YES,MAN.YES,it motivate me.we should said yes to everything esp to fyp.i cant lose in fyp,I MUST WIN.

i never think about give up in my life esp my homework cos i always think i spend my parent money a lot so i cant spent anymore so i must pass until recently,it really appear in my mind.scary thinking,i understand why have past year senior give up in the mid way.it is very challenging.

after i read cloudy blog,i realize i told them and inspire them.OMG,NOW I REALIZE I CANT GIVE UP COS I STILL HAVE TO SUPPORT MY FRIENDS.K,I HAVE TO FIND THE REAL CHANSINYEE.SHE SHOULD BACK NOW.

k,come back ,come back,come back,come back