run AWAY???

If i am crazy and irresponsible person.i...i think i will jst leave everyting here and run away....this is the ting that i always want to do....but not for now...

i jst want to have the life i want!!!and i know wad i want

i always think i put in so much effort in everyting but no one see that!!!!they think i am just no enthu in that or i just anyhow said yes...if i said yes...mean i make the promise so i will try my best to keep the promise.

i love everyone...does they love me???
maybe not...