If i am crazy and irresponsible person.i...i think i will jst leave everyting here and run away....this is the ting that i always want to do....but not for now...
i jst want to have the life i want!!!and i know wad i want
i always think i put in so much effort in everyting but no one see that!!!!they think i am just no enthu in that or i just anyhow said yes...if i said yes...mean i make the promise so i will try my best to keep the promise.
i love everyone...does they love me???
maybe not...
Thursday, December 10, 2009
Friday, August 28, 2009
- - / :) LUCK
Just finish read hee haw blog.2009 really dun like us.man!!!first,economic crisis...hard to look for job then so many ting happen around me,not me but my friends and family.
first,ming hao vomit blood again,make everyone sad and worry,i saw my aunt cry over the phone while talked to my third aunt in london.me n foong zi tong stone there,luckily,i still able to respond n pass her tissue papers.but he is better now.hope he can go back to malaysia after
next,is hee haw n lau huang.
kx...i also shock that.lau huang's sis...very scary,no planning at all...
i know y yan yan cry after read kx blog,i did cry too.haiz,now i fully understand my grandma feeling.my aunt n uncle as well.
*khai xin,i know u know this,but i want to tell u again,they fight until now.i know u will said they got sibling,dun worry,we can replace your sis n bro to fight with u.i know u dun wan drag them into the problem.sigh,y the guy like tat,i tot only my hometown's uncle will be like tat!!! you must be strong to protect your mum,now that only you can protect her.dun lost to the slut!!!
OK,I WILL FOLLOW WHAT I SAW IN THE SECRET
i have GOOD LUCK!!!
k,guys,cheer up and be strong,i will pass my good luck and love to u guys too.
i will share my family love to your guys too.my mum will automatically have few more daughters.haha...my house will always welcome u guys and i will ask my mum cook foods for u guys.but my hometown super boring :(
n the moat IMPORTANT,i will believe lexin and khai xin will meet micky and chang min and have HAPPY FAMILY. STRONGLY BELIEVE!!!
everybody deserve a happy family,if your parent never give u,u have the ability to create it by yourself!!!
GOOD LUCK IS WAITING FOR US!!! :)
first,ming hao vomit blood again,make everyone sad and worry,i saw my aunt cry over the phone while talked to my third aunt in london.me n foong zi tong stone there,luckily,i still able to respond n pass her tissue papers.but he is better now.hope he can go back to malaysia after
next,is hee haw n lau huang.
kx...i also shock that.lau huang's sis...very scary,no planning at all...
i know y yan yan cry after read kx blog,i did cry too.haiz,now i fully understand my grandma feeling.my aunt n uncle as well.
*khai xin,i know u know this,but i want to tell u again,they fight until now.i know u will said they got sibling,dun worry,we can replace your sis n bro to fight with u.i know u dun wan drag them into the problem.sigh,y the guy like tat,i tot only my hometown's uncle will be like tat!!! you must be strong to protect your mum,now that only you can protect her.dun lost to the slut!!!
OK,I WILL FOLLOW WHAT I SAW IN THE SECRET
i have GOOD LUCK!!!
k,guys,cheer up and be strong,i will pass my good luck and love to u guys too.
i will share my family love to your guys too.my mum will automatically have few more daughters.haha...my house will always welcome u guys and i will ask my mum cook foods for u guys.but my hometown super boring :(
n the moat IMPORTANT,i will believe lexin and khai xin will meet micky and chang min and have HAPPY FAMILY. STRONGLY BELIEVE!!!
everybody deserve a happy family,if your parent never give u,u have the ability to create it by yourself!!!
GOOD LUCK IS WAITING FOR US!!! :)
Monday, July 20, 2009
randomPOST
ooooo...long time didnt update my blog.duno wad was i busy for last few weeks!!!
anyway,i got a temp job now.i am lexy assistant,today is the first day of work then also is a first day i use wacom.wowo...is fun but my thumb very pain.n i think my progress a bit slow.ok,i must SPEED UP!!!
ok,i found my favorite composer.
JOE HISASHI and CARTER BURWELL
ok,i know Joe Hisashi more because he is the composer for Hayao Miyazaki's animation series.it super ultra nice...if i have a chance,i will go in to the theater to enjoy his concert.i like Spirited Away,Castle in the Sky and Nausicaä of the Valley of the Wind.
hem...CARTER BURWELL.So far i only know 1 of his music through Twilight.
My favorite is Bella's Lullaby...jst like the JOE HISASHI's music.i know i know i like it since the first time i heard it.
*i never have the feeling love in first sight to any guy GIRL but i do in music when the first time i heard it...maybe it come with visual impact so i have a very strong impression about it!!!
*maybe i will have the feeling love in first sight to girl!!!haha...
MY FAVORITE COUPLE.
i cant found the Nausicaä of the Valley's couple picture.onli have the girl image...
ooooo...long time didnt update my blog.duno wad was i busy for last few weeks!!!
anyway,i got a temp job now.i am lexy assistant,today is the first day of work then also is a first day i use wacom.wowo...is fun but my thumb very pain.n i think my progress a bit slow.ok,i must SPEED UP!!!
ok,i found my favorite composer.
JOE HISASHI and CARTER BURWELL
ok,i know Joe Hisashi more because he is the composer for Hayao Miyazaki's animation series.it super ultra nice...if i have a chance,i will go in to the theater to enjoy his concert.i like Spirited Away,Castle in the Sky and Nausicaä of the Valley of the Wind.
hem...CARTER BURWELL.So far i only know 1 of his music through Twilight.
My favorite is Bella's Lullaby...jst like the JOE HISASHI's music.i know i know i like it since the first time i heard it.
*i never have the feeling love in first sight to any guy GIRL but i do in music when the first time i heard it...maybe it come with visual impact so i have a very strong impression about it!!!
*maybe i will have the feeling love in first sight to girl!!!haha...
MY FAVORITE COUPLE.
i cant found the Nausicaä of the Valley's couple picture.onli have the girl image...
ooooo...long time didnt update my blog.duno wad was i busy for last few weeks!!!
Friday, June 12, 2009
a movie MUST watch..
yeah...finally watch my DREAM movie...DANCE,SUBARU...
k, i never regret spent $10 to watch this movie.is worth althought i think it abit short.xixi...when i first saw the trailer,i tell myself i want to watch this,i want...even my friend suspect that i want to watch the tvxq or the movie itself...now i can tell u(o o,i watch of the movie n maybe have 20% of the tvxq) but me,lexin n cloudy still very excited when we saw tvxq.lexin keep beating me when she saw huahau,changmin and xia.
this movie is sad and touching...sad because of the brother and the aunt die.touching because the commitment behind the dream.the commitment she make with her brother.maybe the promise become her motive!!!althought she accidentally said that she someting to hurt her brother but she will guilty and sad after that and try to use ballet to apologize but ...
end up,she dance for herself
*we should live for ourself too
actaully,i keep tearing when i watch this movie.dun know y.this is the firs time i cry for nothing,if other movie i know the story line make me sad but this movie,even she dancing,i oso can feel tear in my eyes.
*perhaps too touching when see the girl's determination.
haha..maybe think i m crazy...
and now i undertsand the tvxq's bolero mtv.haha...
i like the trailer...
no matter what they said, no matter what they do, listen to your heart, and follow that beat,
无论他人说什么， 无论他人作什么，倾听内心深处的声音，跟随那节拍
***wowo...this movie's director is a hong kong man...cool...
the gals are pretty!!!
k, i never regret spent $10 to watch this movie.is worth althought i think it abit short.xixi...when i first saw the trailer,i tell myself i want to watch this,i want...even my friend suspect that i want to watch the tvxq or the movie itself...now i can tell u(o o,i watch of the movie n maybe have 20% of the tvxq) but me,lexin n cloudy still very excited when we saw tvxq.lexin keep beating me when she saw huahau,changmin and xia.
this movie is sad and touching...sad because of the brother and the aunt die.touching because the commitment behind the dream.the commitment she make with her brother.maybe the promise become her motive!!!althought she accidentally said that she someting to hurt her brother but she will guilty and sad after that and try to use ballet to apologize but ...
end up,she dance for herself
*we should live for ourself too
actaully,i keep tearing when i watch this movie.dun know y.this is the firs time i cry for nothing,if other movie i know the story line make me sad but this movie,even she dancing,i oso can feel tear in my eyes.
*perhaps too touching when see the girl's determination.
haha..maybe think i m crazy...
and now i undertsand the tvxq's bolero mtv.haha...
i like the trailer...
no matter what they said, no matter what they do, listen to your heart, and follow that beat,
无论他人说什么， 无论他人作什么，倾听内心深处的声音，跟随那节拍
***wowo...this movie's director is a hong kong man...cool...
the gals are pretty!!!
Thursday, May 21, 2009
move to NEW chapter!!!
Finally,graduated from TDS.
atfist,i dun have any feeling until i saw the gift and notes from my friends.yeah...they make me cy esp lau wang.y u like tat,i will always meet u lo.sound like u gg get marriage to korea,leave me in sing alone.although i promise i will cry in your weeding but not now,now onli graduation ceremony.3 years really past very fast,now really abit scare.we are gg to turn to 30 soooooooooon.
except than sad,they also make me feel guilty cos i never prepare anyting for my friends,omg,gosh.i should be more (xi xin).ok,it is time to take action.
after view all my friends post the pic on facebook,now i really feel that i graduated from sch,no more student life.as i know,i really wont meet some of my coursemates anymore unless i accidentally meet them on street.sorry have to said tat...
aiye..omg...become working girl...
my second family!!!
Malaysia rock!!!
the most gorgeous COFFEE PRINCE & PRINCESS
here are the gift and note from my best friends...
a frame and a letter from khai xin.
a pack of cookies and a small note from wendy
opps,sorri,i finish the cookies cos it is nice.xixi... ><
a pack of gift and a book from yan yan...
lastly is a souvenir from genee from !
atfist,i dun have any feeling until i saw the gift and notes from my friends.yeah...they make me cy esp lau wang.y u like tat,i will always meet u lo.sound like u gg get marriage to korea,leave me in sing alone.although i promise i will cry in your weeding but not now,now onli graduation ceremony.3 years really past very fast,now really abit scare.we are gg to turn to 30 soooooooooon.
except than sad,they also make me feel guilty cos i never prepare anyting for my friends,omg,gosh.i should be more (xi xin).ok,it is time to take action.
after view all my friends post the pic on facebook,now i really feel that i graduated from sch,no more student life.as i know,i really wont meet some of my coursemates anymore unless i accidentally meet them on street.sorry have to said tat...
aiye..omg...become working girl...
my second family!!!
Malaysia rock!!!
the most gorgeous COFFEE PRINCE & PRINCESS
here are the gift and note from my best friends...
a frame and a letter from khai xin.
a pack of cookies and a small note from wendy
opps,sorri,i finish the cookies cos it is nice.xixi... ><
a pack of gift and a book from yan yan...
lastly is a souvenir from genee from !
Wednesday, May 13, 2009
RaNdOmPoSt!!!
Since i have post a negatif post in previous,now let me post a happy post.cheerUP everyone!
after i read khai xin and le xin post.i jest feel like i wan to post this.xixi....
ya,now i feel we are more like FAMILY than friends.yo....i got new family members....xixixixi.....
i probably wont love tvxq forever but i will love u guys forever....
i love all my friends...whoever treat me as friends will receive my love 2
Wahahaha...
after i read khai xin and le xin post.i jest feel like i wan to post this.xixi....
ya,now i feel we are more like FAMILY than friends.yo....i got new family members....xixixixi.....
i probably wont love tvxq forever but i will love u guys forever....
i love all my friends...whoever treat me as friends will receive my love 2
Wahahaha...
Monday, May 11, 2009
改变
我原本以为我是不会改变。虽然朋友都说我没变但我却隐约觉得自己在慢慢的改变了。我总引以为傲的乐观性格好像也在慢慢疏远我了，换来了胡思乱想的毛病当我的租客。
我一直秉持快乐是最重要的信念，所以什么都没放在心上。总是吊儿郎当的性格。但最近胡思乱想找上我了，每天在四面墙的房里跟它做朋友。把自己逼得快疯了。幸亏我还有跑步这事能打发时间及让自己呼吸新鲜的空气。虽然这里看到的天空没家乡的多但勉强先顶着吧，总比把自己逼疯得好。看着蓝天白云。。。心情也自然有了色彩。
说个好笑的事吧，我希望我的世界永远像我小时候一样天真无邪。但我知道这只是自己的一个幻想。因为我觉得大人的世界脚步很快，又得用心计。麻烦又累。找份工都得比别人快。还得用尽心思去取得老板的青睐。哈哈，因为如此的思想，被家人说我心很老。
好吧，我应该跟过去说再见，勇往直前。但基本的性格是不会变，我要努力坚守自己的信念
〜快乐永远比任何事来得重要，上天给我做人的机会是要我享受人身而不是受苦。
〜我要把我的脚印印在世界的每个角落里
〜最基本的亲情，友情也不能消失。其实爱情也是一样但世界变了，很多不婚族出现。
但不能怪他们，月老在工作时把他们遗忘了。
如果拥有这三样在加上梦想和快乐。。。
我是个矛盾的天枰。虽喜欢冒险却讨厌陌生；喜欢热闹，同时也喜欢平静。哈哈，我的朋友们肯定说对，你就是这样。。。
终于明白为什么人在深夜时特别容易情绪化和觉得很忧郁因为宁静的深夜特别容易让人胡思乱想。
bingo!!!一点也没错。
虽然迟了两天，但还是祝全天下伟大的妈妈们。。。。。母亲节快乐。。。。。
＊妈妈冒险生下小孩是世界上最伟大的事所以男人们应该多体谅老婆，不要搞三搞四
抱歉丑了点。。。
我一直秉持快乐是最重要的信念，所以什么都没放在心上。总是吊儿郎当的性格。但最近胡思乱想找上我了，每天在四面墙的房里跟它做朋友。把自己逼得快疯了。幸亏我还有跑步这事能打发时间及让自己呼吸新鲜的空气。虽然这里看到的天空没家乡的多但勉强先顶着吧，总比把自己逼疯得好。看着蓝天白云。。。心情也自然有了色彩。
说个好笑的事吧，我希望我的世界永远像我小时候一样天真无邪。但我知道这只是自己的一个幻想。因为我觉得大人的世界脚步很快，又得用心计。麻烦又累。找份工都得比别人快。还得用尽心思去取得老板的青睐。哈哈，因为如此的思想，被家人说我心很老。
好吧，我应该跟过去说再见，勇往直前。但基本的性格是不会变，我要努力坚守自己的信念
〜快乐永远比任何事来得重要，上天给我做人的机会是要我享受人身而不是受苦。
〜我要把我的脚印印在世界的每个角落里
〜最基本的亲情，友情也不能消失。其实爱情也是一样但世界变了，很多不婚族出现。
但不能怪他们，月老在工作时把他们遗忘了。
如果拥有这三样在加上梦想和快乐。。。
我是个矛盾的天枰。虽喜欢冒险却讨厌陌生；喜欢热闹，同时也喜欢平静。哈哈，我的朋友们肯定说对，你就是这样。。。
终于明白为什么人在深夜时特别容易情绪化和觉得很忧郁因为宁静的深夜特别容易让人胡思乱想。
bingo!!!一点也没错。
虽然迟了两天，但还是祝全天下伟大的妈妈们。。。。。母亲节快乐。。。。。
＊妈妈冒险生下小孩是世界上最伟大的事所以男人们应该多体谅老婆，不要搞三搞四
抱歉丑了点。。。
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